(06-02-2015, 05:55 PM)Tan.rar Wrote: Always blaming someone else.
Well I do and did want to awaken, each time I suceed in awakening further all I feel is that this is not what is wanted by my soul.
And then I sort out the reasons until I am able to awaken a little bit further again.
I would not say I am fully stagnant, more that the pace seems programmed to be slow. You said yourself this was an incarnative choice, which I am living through limited awareness.