What do you seek?

[Aion]

I read that a few days ago, why are you all so hasty? Infinity is infinite in itself.

Are saying this in the sense that I've lost those conditions or that I am slowly loosing them?

Why are you so lazy?

I guess that would be my current given role, it is a temporary thing like any other thing.

I am not fully aware of the reasons beyond the veil for my current state of mind, it could easily be any other way.

Maybe it is a transition phase.

Maybe I am trying to avoid the inevitable end, or delay it as much as I can.

Maybe it is my current exploration of my own desires.

Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, etc

Maybe it is only because I can only speak in maybes.

I think your nose is lighting up red, we may have hit a jackpot!