04-12-2015, 11:18 AM
A few other dreams I've had this week:
Dream #1: I was in my living room with a group of people from an organization I used to belong to. One of them was attempting to antagonize me but I couldn't bring myself to care. My attention was focused on a man in the group that I seemed to know, though I've never met him in my waking life. He was bald, wearing a black T-shirt, and he had some sort of scar or mark below one of his eyes. I became incredibly lucid and began walking on the walls and ceiling, laughing at the surprise of everyone in the room. Didn't they know I was dreaming?
I then crawled across the ceiling over to the man in the black shirt and touched his face. I was performing a purposeful magical act in this touch and things I can't explain happened. It's impossible for me to describe what was taking place. It eventually took on sexual undertones, though there wasn't even a hint of actual sex taking place.
Dream #2: I was a different person- different age, personality, with a whole different history. I had hooked up with some guy and we had this big plan to travel to the Congo and pull some sort of heist on this drug cartel (wtf?) to steal some of their drugs. We both seemed to possess rather bad drug habits. We had already gone through several steps of our plan, and were seeing a doctor to get physicals so we could go to the Congo. The guy saw the doctor and left, then I talked to her. She was acting a bit strange and I became paranoid that this wasn't actually my doctor at all, even though she looked just like her.
I had seen this doctor since I was a little girl, so I began asking her questions about my medical history, and she couldn't answer any of them. Panicked, I ran out of my room, down a hallway to the checkout desk where the guy was standing. I yelled "It's all fake!" and kept running. I ran into some huge high school complex, sprinting across their gymnasium. I was aware of unseen eyes watching me from every angle, predicting my movements, or tracking them, and was trying to find some place to run where they couldn't see me.
One of the students, a young man, started chasing me.
When I eventually tired he came up to me and began aggressively threatening me, telling me all the horrible things that would happen to me if I went just an inch deeper into my little scheme. He implied agents like him were everywhere, and could strike at me from anywhere. I realized I was in WAY over my head- this no longer had anything to do with drugs. I'd stumbled onto something worse. I managed to get away from the guy and was wrestling with the decision to give up the entire thing. I had put years of my life into this scheme, but I felt overwhelmed and frightened. I then woke up.
Both dreams seemed to have something much deeper happening below the dream symbols- something I can sense but not articulate. In the second dream I got the sense I was truly being warned away from something, but my daily routine is simple. I haven't undertaken any dangerous endeavors lately, outside of surfing the internet. :p
Dream #1: I was in my living room with a group of people from an organization I used to belong to. One of them was attempting to antagonize me but I couldn't bring myself to care. My attention was focused on a man in the group that I seemed to know, though I've never met him in my waking life. He was bald, wearing a black T-shirt, and he had some sort of scar or mark below one of his eyes. I became incredibly lucid and began walking on the walls and ceiling, laughing at the surprise of everyone in the room. Didn't they know I was dreaming?
I then crawled across the ceiling over to the man in the black shirt and touched his face. I was performing a purposeful magical act in this touch and things I can't explain happened. It's impossible for me to describe what was taking place. It eventually took on sexual undertones, though there wasn't even a hint of actual sex taking place.
Dream #2: I was a different person- different age, personality, with a whole different history. I had hooked up with some guy and we had this big plan to travel to the Congo and pull some sort of heist on this drug cartel (wtf?) to steal some of their drugs. We both seemed to possess rather bad drug habits. We had already gone through several steps of our plan, and were seeing a doctor to get physicals so we could go to the Congo. The guy saw the doctor and left, then I talked to her. She was acting a bit strange and I became paranoid that this wasn't actually my doctor at all, even though she looked just like her.
I had seen this doctor since I was a little girl, so I began asking her questions about my medical history, and she couldn't answer any of them. Panicked, I ran out of my room, down a hallway to the checkout desk where the guy was standing. I yelled "It's all fake!" and kept running. I ran into some huge high school complex, sprinting across their gymnasium. I was aware of unseen eyes watching me from every angle, predicting my movements, or tracking them, and was trying to find some place to run where they couldn't see me.
One of the students, a young man, started chasing me.
When I eventually tired he came up to me and began aggressively threatening me, telling me all the horrible things that would happen to me if I went just an inch deeper into my little scheme. He implied agents like him were everywhere, and could strike at me from anywhere. I realized I was in WAY over my head- this no longer had anything to do with drugs. I'd stumbled onto something worse. I managed to get away from the guy and was wrestling with the decision to give up the entire thing. I had put years of my life into this scheme, but I felt overwhelmed and frightened. I then woke up.
Both dreams seemed to have something much deeper happening below the dream symbols- something I can sense but not articulate. In the second dream I got the sense I was truly being warned away from something, but my daily routine is simple. I haven't undertaken any dangerous endeavors lately, outside of surfing the internet. :p