04-12-2015, 10:40 AM
(04-12-2015, 03:12 AM)Folk-love Wrote:My happiness is my own. Others can't provision it. My wife just keeps me from having to settle for canned sardines.(04-12-2015, 03:08 AM)Adonai One Wrote:(04-12-2015, 03:04 AM)Folk-love Wrote: I'm sorry Adonai.
No need to be sorry.
I'll take my time to express the greatest fear of mine at this moment: My mind just breaking part but it never happens. I never break apart even when I hope for it. When I think I am done with life, I'm not.
I've also given up hope on anybody understanding me because truly the catalyst of hearing what's completely on my mind is too much to bear for most.
I'm so tired of not being understood. I'm very tired. I still do this because I know it's good for me.
Also, doctors have never helped me, they only made my condition worse with toxins they consider medication.
Why is it good for you? I know that people often say that pain is good catalyst for growth, but what about your well being and happiness?
If you claim I need others or you, you're probably never going to reach me.