Talk to yourself, write to yourself: Instant channeling

[APeacefulWarrior]

Yet another contradiction arises: You say that you reject morality, ethics, and polite behavior... then complain about how people don't understand you. You choose to behave in ways that drive people away, then wallow in the sorrow such isolation causes. You, calling yourself a pantimonarch, are the alpha and omega of your own suffering and this becomes increasingly clear with every reply.

And when I directly suggested you might be happier hanging out with people who share your belief in nothingness, like other practitioners of Zen, you pretty much ignored the idea. So you apparently refuse to even be around the types of people who might understand you, in favor of picking fights with those you know will not understand/agree with your choices.

Such are your decisions and you are, of course, free to choose such unhappiness if it increases your learning experiences in this lifetime. The shame is how you seem to blame everything except your own free will for the results of these actions and the suffering they bring.

This too provides a powerful example to others of how non-acceptance of one's self leads to distortions, misunderstanding, and further suffering.