04-12-2015, 02:58 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-12-2015, 03:00 AM by Adonai One.)
(04-12-2015, 02:34 AM)Folk-love Wrote: What do you want out of life Adonai?
I want my mind to stop hurting so badly. I want the pain of my unconscious mind to stop already. Without any clear hope of this, I am left residing in the present moment to release the attachment to the pain and hope to normalize my condition.
I live everyday barely able to breathe: I have to do it manually as I am numbed from a basic attachment to my body. I see no life purpose anymore. I just want to be without pain. It hurts so much for me to basically exist. Again, I can barely breathe properly and there is nobody who can help me but my own self-awareness and meditation.
Let me state this succinctly: Most people would have killed themselves already in my position. I would attest to that in court.
APeacefulWarrior: I don't believe in morality except a lack of morality as ethical. I'm an ethical nihilist. Good luck convincing me morality exists. Let it be said: I'm not a general nihilist, I just don't believe in anything except what naturally, originally exists. You can consider me a Darwinist.