Acceptance and Will

[Minyatur]

Meditating on this Ra quote really helped me to clarify some things about the self, but even about existence in general.

I first started making a list of what I needed to accept about myself. But going to bed helped give me the chance to think a little bit more deeply about it. I asked myself, what is at the root of acceptance and forgiveness of self? And I came to realize that the self, with all of its supposed flaws, is perfect in its own way. In other words, that the self is not imperfect, just different.

And then I started to realize that, well if self and other-self are the same, then everything, and everyone, is perfect in its own way. This can even be applied to 3rd density. To the average person here in 3rd density, we see a lot of things that are wrong here, such as pain, cruelty and even boredom. But if we realize that these things are merely lessons to be learned from, then we see that even 3rd density is perfect in its own way.

This was a major realization for me. I'm glad for this thread.

I've been trying to say this in another thread with this exact quote. I think that is why 7D is awareness that polarity is an illusion, whatever the density, whatever the experiences, whatever the polarity, you are always playing your role just as others are other-you playing another of your roles. 7D seems where you stop trying to polarize Creation (as you've fufilled all your desires concerning that) and let others play the polarity games to bring further experiences to infinity until they reach 7D themselves and continue the cycles.

Do you feel like a major part of the path to 7D is acknowledging the that the seeming imperfection around us is really just perfection in its own way? I like the idea that while 3rd density is full of a lot of seeming injustices, these obstacles are here to learn from them, to help us grow, and to help others grow.

I remember seeing this quote from Q'uo that could be relevant. Let me see if I can find it.  Let me preface it by saying that to be able to overcome those obstacles, learn and teach we have to learn to straddle the fence. It doesn't seem relevant to what I'm saying, but if you look deeply, you'll see that it does jibe with what I'm saying:

Aaron: You are like actors in a play. When you come out onto the stage, if you look to the audience and say, “Oh, this is only a play. It doesn’t matter,” the audience is not going to get much from your lines offered with no sincerity. If you become so involved in the illusion of the play that you forget that it is a play, forget that there is an audience out there, you may turn your back to the audience or speak too softly for them to hear. The good actor must live its lines convincingly—live them, be them—while being fully aware simultaneously that this is a play, that when it walks offstage it no longer is the identity of that character. This is how the audience learns from a play. And you also are the audience, both actor and audience.


This is what your life asks of you: to live the illusion as full-heartedly as you can while still knowing this is illusion. Herein is the intersection of relative and ultimate reality, the intersection of the cross. You have one foot in relative reality, one foot in ultimate reality, and there is no separation between them. Some of you have understood that you have one foot on each side of this threshold, but you feel as if there were a wall, an infinite wall, dividing relative and ultimate reality so that you may only experience one at a time. It is very hard work to learn to blend them, to bring compassion and wisdom together. But that is what you are here to learn to do.

L/L Research Transcripts: Sep. 25th, 1993.

What you said is exactly what I do believe and also the main reason why I think most wanderers are of 6D. To work on imbalances that permits them not to perceive the constant perfection of Creation.

What did you think about the part I quoted from the thoth tablet? I do like the implication that our ways of being cannot be repeated and that it does bring a cause-effect consequence for the consciousness bellow us to follow different paths of experiences that were our owns. From this perspective many many souls trying to be the most positively polarized will take up these paths fuller of light and leave darker paths for other souls to follow as a consequence. In this sense we are equally responsible for the state of the whole as more harmonious worlds leave place afterwards for less harmonious worlds in example.

The last 2 lines also states that the farther the cycle, the greater the ability to blend the Law of the whole, that is exactly how I picture this 3D planet. It does seem pretty bad but does provide so much catalysts that will be used in 4D to better understand love. Perpetual spiritual childhood makes people unawarely play so many different roles that are most likely often contradictory to each others. Aren't we here ourselves to benifit from it?