04-05-2015, 11:42 PM
Oh yes, sounds really rough. I have a close friend in the hospital now coming off SSRIs and methadone and I can only imagine what she is going through.
There is certainly a magical aspect at play you are already completely unaware of. But its really hard not having that stability to depend on, knowing your positive personality in many ways was dependent on the medication for a while. I am currently on a mood stabilizer but I can say it does nothing for the magical things I am privy to. You will learn and slowly grow your positive personality back. I have hope in you!
There is certainly a magical aspect at play you are already completely unaware of. But its really hard not having that stability to depend on, knowing your positive personality in many ways was dependent on the medication for a while. I am currently on a mood stabilizer but I can say it does nothing for the magical things I am privy to. You will learn and slowly grow your positive personality back. I have hope in you!