I'd have to learn how to work with my own or others' energy fields.
My main problem with occult ways of magic is that to me it feels like trying to use shortcuts into using the power of Intelligent Infinity through the connection other entities have with It rather than trying to increase my own connection. Though I also tend to avoid working on my connection but magical work seems not to be the center of my purpose in incarnating. It feels like it will come when I will not need it and that it will be a natural extension of my self.
I still have a great interest which I relate to things I need to uncover from my readings.
My main problem with occult ways of magic is that to me it feels like trying to use shortcuts into using the power of Intelligent Infinity through the connection other entities have with It rather than trying to increase my own connection. Though I also tend to avoid working on my connection but magical work seems not to be the center of my purpose in incarnating. It feels like it will come when I will not need it and that it will be a natural extension of my self.
I still have a great interest which I relate to things I need to uncover from my readings.