Your Mystical Experiences Thread

[Minyatur]

I do not doubt magic, just that I cannot keep balanced when trying it.
My mind keeps expanding out of control.

That's because you haven't studied it to discover the balancing mechanisms required. I don't mean in books, I mean by experimentation. Most people have done magic in some form, and most of them do it without balance.

Not to say it isn't within everyone's capacity.

I'd like to do telekinesis and stuff like that only to shatter the perception of reality people have but that seems to me and my higher self counter-productive in what I'm supposed to learn from trying to teach others without such means. 

The only magical work I'm doing is sending positive thought-forms to people and charging a few things with energy, both which I don't do so much. 

What do you do personally as magical work?