The Spiritual Ethics of Suicide

[Billy]

It's hard not to long for something more when you read about metaphysical concepts (eg the universe is created out of love and is infinite), watch spiritually related videos (eg NDE's, UFO experiences) and feel plain bad, like life is painful and a chore.  It feels unfair that the universe is infinite yet we can only perceive and experience a small fraction of it, and that fraction is often painful and joyless.  Anyways, I am ranting.  I don't advocate suicide and I agree that in the long run it will probably do more harm than good, but it is understandable nonetheless. 

I find it funny when we, as humans, complain (and I've definitely done it too!) about not being able to perceive things, and our lives being horrible...and then I realize that we chose to evolve this way! Whether we first chose this some billion years ago when this octave first started, or whether we chose to be here, on 3rd density as Wanderers.

But on the other hand, I'm not sure if any entity really has a choice of whether they should evolve or not. It seems like a given if you exist in any part of this infinitude.

Like I said, I'm not trying to single you out Folk-love. And I also realize that I'm painting you in this simplistic light. I realize that all of us as human beings are more complex then just being complainers. I'm also not trying to say that you are a complainer, necessarily.

Haha no worries, I was complaining to be fair.  In truth I think I am a rather simple person and in some respects I see that as a good thing as it aids in bringing clarity and understanding.  I admittedly often forget and put aside the fact that I chose to be here even though I don't remember squat.  I am still trying to figure out whether existence is really worth it or not.