Telepathy/4D SMC Groundwork

[Billy]

Also, when practicing this technique should we focus our gaze on a single point or just look around?  I have tried using such a technique whilst looking in a mirror but I find it hard to concentrate on a single point and instead kind of shift my eyes around every couple of seconds if that makes sense.

I do experience that. While using psychosis drugs I was able to do it and it felt like through the focus on a single point, reality would disconstruct itself around me as if I was slowly stepping out of time and space. I did experience this twice and didn't go fully through as each time didn't feel like the right time. I then perceived my inhability of doing it sober as my higher self not wanting me to pierce the veil until the time is right.

I do not know if this applies to you but the highest state of meditation I can achieve can only lead me to unconsciousness as if time disappeared until I wake up completely disoriented by my own existence. If I meditate while sitting I come to a point where my state of mind won't change no matter how long I carry on and so I lie down and reach a deeper state for a time until I fall unconscious.

If you are like me, the more you'll stand in front of a mirror looking into a single point in one of your eyes, the more you will pierce the veil. I very rarely do it but each times it is becomes more effective. Personnaly I think my higher self does not want to awaken. Mirrors also played interresting parts in my dreams.

So you can't reach that unconscious state while sitting in a chair but instead only when lying down can you do that?  Hmmm I wonder why that is.  I used to meditate lying down but I thought it more effective to do so while sitting as I tend to enter more of a sleep state when lying down.  I know it is not very meaningful, but how long does it usually take you to reach that level of unconsciousness?  Also, why would your higher self not want you to awaken?