(07-18-2010, 11:37 PM)βαθμιαίος Wrote: I wonder what this means for wanderers from Ra. Would they be less likely to be perceived as "good" or "wise" than fourth- or fifth-density wanderers because they don't pursue seemingly positive thoughts or actions?
I am more and more beginning to believe that before I incarnated on earth, I was from 6d. In my pre-teens I was obsessed with the theme of being a hero and a goody two shoes. In my late teens I was depressed and felt very alienated from this world. In my early twenties my awakening occurred through very dramatic ways, and I began to search for meaning in everything. Now that I am 25 years old, I feel detached from almost everything in this life while still feeling connected to it all. I do not really cling to any desires that come and go inside myself and have been able to forgive myself and others for everything. My most recent endeavor was to overcome/accept the home-sickness feeling of not being in a higher plane of existence, and that too has passed.
I am here, I exist, and in my existence I have peace and bliss simply because I choose to feel peace and bliss. I no longer feel it is right or wrong for me to do anything for anyone or help in any way. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't, but I am not attached to concepts of "should have" or "could have" any more. In fact, the only reason why I feel I am still alive is because I do not wish to create any huge imbalances or trauma for my loved ones by leaving this life before them, we all know just how impacting a death is viewed by most people here.
So in short, I think you hit the nail on the head. If I look to myself as any kind of template for how a 6d soul is viewed by others in this life, I'd say that that kind of a person would go largely unnoticed and seem to be living an unambitious, "boring" life. Heh, how humorous it seems to me to be viewed like that.