Curious Brother

[Minyatur]

I don't meditate really at all, but I rarely get a negative greeting. I've had negative experiences, really fearful ones, but I'm not sure if they were caused by negatives, or my own ego. Sometimes we are the cause of our misery.

I don't think they want to be known so much, when I notice them, it is because I am more awake or more open. Psychosis drugs do this a lot but I got there with a lot of prayer and focusing on infinity too. When I encounter them, I have no doubt that a third party is at work.

I saw them as black forms while praying, I can notice their influence on my mind, while lucid dreaming I saw them as shadow people, at some point when I was more of a Christian I felt stabbed by a cold blade in my back while praying. When talking with others, I noticed many experienced such things. especially the shadow people.