(12-30-2014, 06:16 PM)BrotherAsa Wrote: If the conditions had not arose would you ever have looked into that abyss? Are you sure that looking into that abyss was not something that you absolutely needed to do? How would you have ever known that a person could have the ability to become what they did by looking into that abyss? If you do not know it, how can you address it and become better for it?
It has been one of the experiences that has shown me what direction I have been going in. Perhaps I was actually going in a direction that I don't think is right for me. This was a few 'negative alien feelings'. Which were ongoing. I'm not yet sure how that can be made positive but I certainly have a perspective. But also, when looking at an astrology chart of someone who was a bit nasty. Even the woman giving the class said 'this is from a different archetype'.
It has given me awareness, the whole experience has, of something so completely extra- terrestrial. I know the real game here on earth. I know our actions are important. If I can walk my path properly and do get into archetypes or even extra terrestrial dealings. I will know what I am doing.
I would not flinch away so readily from the negs now. And I felt comfortable approaching a hot blond the other day because ... Well, I have met the devil, I am not afraid of approaching a girl.
Yes this will help me polarise.
Quote: Hey, count your blessings if you were always perfect how boring would that be. That would be like having the same thing for dinner every night without change. Boy would that be boring in nothing flat.
Yes, but that's how it starts isn't it? We all want to experience something 'better'. So there are risks involved. And if you want to carry on experiencing 'better' stuff, then having experienced the risks can help you understand and warn others. Or simply deal with these situations.
Quote:Immanuel and Christed individuals truly exist as formless consciousnesses. You are a holographic fragment of Creator who is infinite and eternal. Therefore, you as the conscious I AM that makes you what you are beneath the illusion of physical existence are infinite and eternal. Since all of existence is simply composed of elements of Creator then all consciousness that has ever existed continues to exist and will until that time when it folds back into itself once again.
Part of my reluctance has been that I don't want to experience love as a channelled love. I want to experience love as my love and then when I meet others I can love them for who they are and not under the paradigm of anything to do with Christ. Also, if you are in a church and people are sending you love as a Christian, then it's not you.
I'm not sure to what extent this sort of thing is simply paranoia though. But meditation every day is THE big thing for me. Like you say, inner guidance.