12-30-2014, 06:16 PM
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: Hey. I feel that when you see a post, the best thing to do karmically is respond to it right away.
No, I'm just sitting at my computer diddling along today doing end of year stuff. I noticed your Feb 2009 join date and figured that you probably like me predate that date all the way back into the old L/L Research forums.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: Yes, the guitar smashing was either me or the guitar, and it can be said to be related to a lesson I have long not learned, that of controlling my bloodsugars.
As an AO victim I know all about bloodsugar and DMII. Yes, I am well aware of the emotional instability that accompanies bloodsugar out of balance.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: It could also be just a general state of blockage because I'm in a general state of blockage.
Hey, count your blessings if you were always perfect how boring would that be. That would be like having the same thing for dinner every night without change. Boy would that be boring in nothing flat.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: But, as I see it most of the new age area as a whole is largely false, as is the picture of David Wilcock as presented to us.
Yes and no, everything has its purpose even if only to create a condition for people to find out what they don't want. As for David, he is what he is. He's a great researcher and has an ability to link spirituality and science. His 2012 ideology was a little far afield of the Law of One material and completely incorrect as it turned out. His failure to fully check out people like Brockbader and Keenan begs for the question how much vetting has he done on his other sources.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: I think when people have these bad moments that's simply called 'losing polarity'.
I agree we all have "bad moments" where we lose focus. We even wander off on tangents that can be fun but definitely can be distracting if not damaging.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: These are not massive lessons planned out in advance.
But they are! Our entire lives are one massive overall lesson. How they play out as we live it is not planned but the fundamental learning beneath the lesson was agreed to before we came here. It's the karma thing in a way and becoming the greater of what we can become as a soul, spirit, consciousness in another. When fragmented into an infinite number of pieces creating the consciousness from which we are derived it was done so for the purpose of exploring itself in as infinite way as possible.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: When people go to a hypnotist, this is simply the expression of the will of wanting to find the solution/ avoid the obvious for 'x', but it is that presented when it is looked for, mostly, we know what we should have done and if there is a brilliant excuse of 'you behaved like this to this person for this past life thing or even this lesson you needed to learn.' It is just the loss of polarity. I.e. you were an a****** and chose to behave that way.
Have you ever been to a hypnotherapist or hypnotist? Being a Master Hypnotherapist I'm rather biased. When someone comes to me they don't get a "get out of jail free card" for anything in their life. It's a search for answers about why were they an a*******. If your outer expression of inner emotions manifests in that manner then there is a reason that you did so. Why did you choose to react in that manner to the stimulus is a good starting point. Often the point of friction has nothing to do with the other person but with previous events that you have experienced.
Wanderers sometimes have great problems with this. We are different and often our childhoods reflect the societal reaction to that difference. We can be outcasts, loners, be teased, be highly emotional, feel like we don't belong. etc. The list goes on and on.
Because of our differences and having to cope with a physical body that is equipped with feeling and emotions we can difficulty with expressing those emotions and feelings properly. A stimulus today can trigger and outburst whose root cause lies in emotions generated from treatment received because of our difference.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: To me though, the Christ is a real spirit.
Immanuel and Christed individuals truly exist as formless consciousnesses. You are a holographic fragment of Creator who is infinite and eternal. Therefore, you as the conscious I AM that makes you what you are beneath the illusion of physical existence are infinite and eternal. Since all of existence is simply composed of elements of Creator then all consciousness that has ever existed continues to exist and will until that time when it folds back into itself once again.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: (Although I suspect it would only empower me as high as the members of whatever church I was going to were at)
I'll skip commenting on organized religion as I'm pretty biased on that issue as well.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: The cross represents the free will clause. This all is represented by energy.
Ra talked about magic and how it can and does work. BTW, just as an aside, did you know that the anointing ritual for baptizing babies in the Catholic church is actually a sealing ritual in magic that seals the third eye from opening?
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: I am aware that if the indigo chakra is on and the body is essentially switched off, the human self, then that is not balanced.
I also know that nothing happens by chance, there are no accidents, there is a reason behind everything that happens, and that if it wasn't supposed to be it would not be. There is nothing random about the Universe at all. If there is a time when the indigo chakra if on and the body, human self, is off then it didn't happen by accident, by chance, or coincidence; it was supposed to happen and then there was a reason it was suppose to happen.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: And the person, without their heart centre on, is powerless to stop themselves from staring into an evil abyss.
If the conditions had not arose would you ever have looked into that abyss? Are you sure that looking into that abyss was not something that you absolutely needed to do? How would you have ever known that a person could have the ability to become what they did by looking into that abyss? If you do not know it, how can you address it and become better for it?
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: But for me having had the higher centres on without the body. The cross took over since it is ultra sensitive.
In other words there was a mechanism in place that was put into play to insure that you did not experience more than you could bear. How wonderful but then again we have been told that many times in the Cosmic teachings.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: But through the grounding mechanisms of having better health and 'holding my drops' as the Buddhists say (refraining from masturbation). I am grounding, and perhaps with a protected personality. With energy going in the root up through the heart. I can wear the cross without it subsuming me. I will have enough energy to retain myself in the face of that strength.
Perhaps that may be the case but you will only know that through experimentation and from inner guidance. You may want to explore whether some tantric or tantra practices might be an alternative avenue instead of celibacy. Whatever is correct for you is what you should seek. I recommend not closing the door on any possibilities.
(12-30-2014, 04:32 PM)Phoenix Wrote: What I wanted to say anyway, what I am 'putting out there' is that perhaps David Wilcock is fifth density. I feel like I am.
Personally, instead of determining whether I fit anywhere I simply try to be the highest and best that I can be as a wanderer/seeker within 3D. My goal is to improve and grow myself so that when it is my time to be part of the harvest that my walk into the light takes me back home again. I know that can only happen if I have grown spiritually sufficiently while encased in a 3D body to walk far enough into the light to go back to the level I left. What I am now doesn't matter all that will matter is that walk at harvest.
Asa