David Wilcock and Carla Rueckert.

[BrotherAsa]

When I put the cross on my brain essentially shuts down. So these things can be switched off. But then my musical ability is blocked, and I may be unable to read astrology books without a part of my soul screaming to get out.

Reality, a belief system has been constructed within your physical consciousness that a particular symbol has certain qualities about it. That belief system can be an asset or a liability depending on how you perceive it and how you exercise your free will in its use.

But, the way I think it goes, is that we are always in contact with positive entities. I believe a post from India Daily said that a large section of our brain is only to connect with other dimensions and stuff.

Oh, I agree! We are always in touch with a set of guides that are with us 24/7. They can and do aid and assist us if we exercise our free will to allow it. They are always positive in nature and are STO oriented. We all have the capability to consciously connect to higher entities provided we properly condition and prepare the physical body to do so.

This was only because I smashed my guitar due partly to a medical condition. With the guitar and singer songwriting tendencies I had no idea of this reality.

Perhaps there was an emotional outburst to which you aren't usually accustomed. As we grow spiritually we often find that our conscious self (ego) will fight hard to not surrender. In the process of spiritual growth your ego does not get destroyed but instead of being "in the driver's seat" will become subservient to your own higher thoughts/self.

As you begin to exercise and use that higher consciousness you can expect your physical consciousness to bring up old emotional hurts, events, and conditions. It will then tend to direct your actions in some outward manner to reflect those dis-harmonious emotions. The greatest example of this struggle is the "dark night of the soul".

The guitar being smashed is simply the culmination of a lesson that you avoided or ignored until it reached a critical point. We all have those occur in our lives and I have been just as stubborn as everyone else when it comes to these things. I have "lived" through some pretty extreme lessons that would not have occurred in their intensity had I not been so stubborn about looking for the lesson to begin with.

Use your hindsight and look back for the trigger and ask yourself why. Why did you act the way you did. What was it about the event that produced such an episode. Ask if the emotional pain you created truly justified with the event or was it merely something that was bottled up inside that finally had to come out.

But, if you access the indigo chakra without the others optimally balanced it becomes very obvious.

True, but balance is the key anyway. Ra at the end was going through the Tarot and equating it as a tool for spiritual growth. There are three parts to the major arcana-mind, body, spirit. Expansion should be balanced in all three areas as one begins to grow. Without the balance there can be ripples.

I think if you became suitably ungrounded you would have experienced a warm glow in the right side of your head while you were trying to decide whether to respond to the post or not. Because that's what it feels like, when a thought is brought into the forefront of your awareness.

Oh, I can become ungrounded and when I do many things happen. Not the least of which can be anger. If you practice observation of your thoughts you can distinguish what part of your consciousness your thoughts come from. Once that happens you begin to realize that there are times when thoughts come to you that are you more thoughts. These are most often from either your own higher consciousness or your guides.

Asa