07-16-2010, 07:05 PM
Dears,
I really appreciate your attention and support. All your messages are full of empathy and compassion. Cyclops, thanks for taking the time to compile those precious quotes. You are all certainly beings of light and I feel your presence close to me.
I have to say that I’ve gone through the darkest night of the soul. But now here I am once again, a survivor of myself, and I’d like to share with you the outcome of my experience.
I really had a bad time. I was literally drowned in tears. I felt lost and confused, like a child, and as such I asked for help to our elder brothers. I pleaded for guidance to "my" guardian angel (I really saw the most angelical being of light in the sky when I was a child). Immediately something inside me turned and urged me to express my deep gratitude to The Father for these bitter hours and for all the previous experiences that had led to that moment.
Suddenly all those faces, those situations, those painful scenes from the past came to me asking for healing. All that old hurting and resentment came to the surface. I embraced all of them, knowing that at the time they were not opponents but just my masters, following their own path of seeking. Then I saw myself, and yes, there was so much to heal and forgive. I became aware of all the damage I have inflicted to myself, and the equally damaging effect that had on others. And then the process of reconciliation and forgiveness of myself began. In that new process for me I’m now, knowing that I’m just a child from the spiritual point of view, but a child of the Creator, after all.
Questioner, your sound quote certainly applies to me now. I hope to move on without all that grief and sorrow I have just left behind. And I hope to go on sharing my human path with you, my brothers.
Unity, LsaveSmeD, Josh, Aaron, Cyclops, Questioner, Gohava Sebi, thanks so much for being there. Blessings.
L/L
I really appreciate your attention and support. All your messages are full of empathy and compassion. Cyclops, thanks for taking the time to compile those precious quotes. You are all certainly beings of light and I feel your presence close to me.
I have to say that I’ve gone through the darkest night of the soul. But now here I am once again, a survivor of myself, and I’d like to share with you the outcome of my experience.
I really had a bad time. I was literally drowned in tears. I felt lost and confused, like a child, and as such I asked for help to our elder brothers. I pleaded for guidance to "my" guardian angel (I really saw the most angelical being of light in the sky when I was a child). Immediately something inside me turned and urged me to express my deep gratitude to The Father for these bitter hours and for all the previous experiences that had led to that moment.
Suddenly all those faces, those situations, those painful scenes from the past came to me asking for healing. All that old hurting and resentment came to the surface. I embraced all of them, knowing that at the time they were not opponents but just my masters, following their own path of seeking. Then I saw myself, and yes, there was so much to heal and forgive. I became aware of all the damage I have inflicted to myself, and the equally damaging effect that had on others. And then the process of reconciliation and forgiveness of myself began. In that new process for me I’m now, knowing that I’m just a child from the spiritual point of view, but a child of the Creator, after all.
Questioner, your sound quote certainly applies to me now. I hope to move on without all that grief and sorrow I have just left behind. And I hope to go on sharing my human path with you, my brothers.
Unity, LsaveSmeD, Josh, Aaron, Cyclops, Questioner, Gohava Sebi, thanks so much for being there. Blessings.
L/L