07-12-2010, 09:29 AM
I do notice that yesterday the energies were different. A bit more focused, though I was also using some special orgonite with a mobius coil to produce a scalar field. Things feel more purposeful now, while at the same time more illusory. I see more figures in the walls when I do a relaxed gaze on them. My ceiling begins to ripple, and disappear a bit and I can either see portals or blackness of space coming through.
Used to scare me. Especially shadows moving and morphing out of my peripheral. But feeling more comfortable with these changes.
Used to scare me. Especially shadows moving and morphing out of my peripheral. But feeling more comfortable with these changes.