The Law of Responsibility

[AnthroHeart]

I too sometimes try to live up to a level of spiritual "perfection". But I realize I can never attain that. It's like trying to open up to intelligent infinity before you're ready. It would blow your mind apart. I don't think I could handle it. Body just can't handle that much energy.

I don't know if I am a 3D repeater, if I had been here before. But I am stuck somewhat in sorrow. I realize thanks to you folk-love that I'm here to lighten the sorrow. Not to add to it. It's hard. I feel remorseful at times. I didn't have a pleasant past. And I'm not sure how good my future will be, or if I will continue to head downhill. It's all in a thought though. I can change it in an instant if I believe I can. But that belief is hard to come by.

Love you all very much.