Randi challenge?

[Adonai One]

Something along the lines of psychokinesis (floating material) in a very undeniable capacity. I can get as far as meditating on an object and see a thought-form indicator of great amounts of red/orange/yellow-ray energies that are embedded in the object, no matter the lighting or perspective of the object. This is good, it means I am accommodating the distortions of yellow-ray material substances exactly.

My intuitive capacities indicate that my unconscious mind has yet to let go of the idea "I can't do it" and I forsee myself going into temporary shock once it is done. It might take me 10 years to get the act down but I will get the act down. I am dedicated to taking as long as possible to master this feat.

I believe I have the necessary polarity and intention... It's just a matter of faith at this point.

TLDR: I need to deindoctrinate my unconscious mind extensively and it's a very deep thought-form.