The discipline of thoughts

[Plenum]

When a surprise thought enters my mind(I often get this thought of kicking people in the head), I try to say to myself 'hey! I like spontaneity and the passion, want to come and work for the light?'

violent thoughts are not uncommon. Although most people won't own up to it

Any thoughts on the discipline of your thoughts?

I think being 'mindful' is the first discipline. That is, being observant and paying attention to what flows through consciousness.

I have often found myself 3 chapters deep into a personal narrative (totally fictional) before I realise that I've been effectively daydreaming while cooking or preparing the food. I then have to catch myself, rewind, and see where it all came from. If I am mindful enough, I can usually find that the daydream was triggered by some emotion that I was not willing to experience in itself, and the daydream was sort of like a deflection or a pushing away of the raw emotion into a construct that I could witness third hand, and not necessarily own up to or be involved in. That kind of displacement has been something I've become increasingly aware of over the years, and before I get lost into some grand saga or self-created narrative, I can stop it mid-flow and find the source, and work with the root distortion or causation more directly.

What works for you?

becoming aware of Projections - projections and shadow work go hand in hand.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shadow_(psychology)

To get my thoughts in an acceptable enough state so I would be comfortable enough sharing them with a social memory complex(graduating to 4D) is a desire of mine.

I think a social memory complex is like a biological google; in that a society chooses to offer it's total experiences up to some form of indexing or database, which others can access for whatever learning purposes they desire. In that respect a SocMemCom (my shortening of SOCial MEMory COMplex, which I learnt from a former user Cyan), is less like a Borg hive-mind, and more like a common resource from which all members can draw upon. Like a common bank account of experiences, wisdom, and summarised learning.

even one's 'mistakes' or one's choices and divertissements into negative interpretation of experiences are of value to a Positive Group; as it often highlights the 'other way' of interpreting the same experience.

I really have to laugh when I depart this density, and my whole life is laid bare before my peers. I've shared many things with many people, but even in the closest earthly relationship, not everything is laid up on the table for consideration. And certainly many things in the past have been deeply buried, and not even possible to bring up to the table, and put it down like a baked chicken for others to gawk at. That kind of 'total sharing' of a life is hinted at in Ra's description of 'complete fusion' - or 6d Wanderers that manage to find each other in this lifetime - but we still have to guess and ask because of the nature of the Veil, and the hidden sides of ourselves not being accessible for oneself or for the benefit of the other.

but to address your original point, I think all experiences would be valued by a 4d+ SocMemCom. In a way, those memories and untapped potential could act like the proxy catalyst to 3d. That is, fuel for growth. But not because it's directly lived, but rather vicariously lived.

Ra had this intriguing statement to offer regards using images and catalyst:

To give this in your terms is misleading for there are, shall we say, visual aids or training aids available in fourth density which automatically aid the entity in polarization while cutting down extremely upon the quick effect of catalyst. Thus the density above yours must take up more space/time.

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but thanks again for the questions!!