Hi Immortalis Vigil aka Zaxon of the past,
Remember me? It's Lulu, I was challenging you on your beliefs and feeling your energy at the time (a bizarre sense of arrogance).
I am surprised to see you resurface here in this way, and quite relieved. It's nice to know that there is hope for those who travel so far into the dark. I would like to know, what was the catalyst exactly, that brought you back towards the light? If you don't mind sharing, was it relationship or health issues... or?
In hindsight, is there anything that anyone could have said or done, that might have steered you back towards the light?
I certainly felt like my attempts and time were a waste, and because of that I found my own self slipping into a fairly dark place and focusing on the problems and issues of humanity, which only strengthened what I was attracting and experiencing. My repetitive focus and negative thoughts began to redevelop dark beliefs I had long ago discarded.
Over time I became somewhat depressed and ill because of my hopelessness about humanity, and took Ayahuasca (the Peruvian plant medicine). The journey was fascinating and it restored me. I witnessed, through visuals and strong bodily sensations --how the thoughts/beliefs we adopt, change our vibration and make us ill. There was literally a movement from the dark into the light, as I purged beliefs as they were seen for what they were. As best can be put into words, my journey here: http://messagesfromayahuasca.wordpress.c...a-journey/
Lulu
Remember me? It's Lulu, I was challenging you on your beliefs and feeling your energy at the time (a bizarre sense of arrogance).
I am surprised to see you resurface here in this way, and quite relieved. It's nice to know that there is hope for those who travel so far into the dark. I would like to know, what was the catalyst exactly, that brought you back towards the light? If you don't mind sharing, was it relationship or health issues... or?
In hindsight, is there anything that anyone could have said or done, that might have steered you back towards the light?
I certainly felt like my attempts and time were a waste, and because of that I found my own self slipping into a fairly dark place and focusing on the problems and issues of humanity, which only strengthened what I was attracting and experiencing. My repetitive focus and negative thoughts began to redevelop dark beliefs I had long ago discarded.
Over time I became somewhat depressed and ill because of my hopelessness about humanity, and took Ayahuasca (the Peruvian plant medicine). The journey was fascinating and it restored me. I witnessed, through visuals and strong bodily sensations --how the thoughts/beliefs we adopt, change our vibration and make us ill. There was literally a movement from the dark into the light, as I purged beliefs as they were seen for what they were. As best can be put into words, my journey here: http://messagesfromayahuasca.wordpress.c...a-journey/
Lulu
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