Greetings from the Light

[Immortalis Vigil]

Hello Immortalis Vigil,

Thank You for Sharing. Your experiences are somewhat close to me, except that I've never experienced such "lighting of awakening". I might say that I'm walking "longer path" with Hope to get where You are now.

I have many "old friends" that sometimes greets me, but I do not host them within me for too long, as I'm more conscious now to what it may lead.

Be Well and may the Light be your Everlasting Companion.

I have found mindfulness of thoughts and intentions most helpful in my journey away from negativity. I started living the idea that I am a co-creator and my thoughts manifest my reality. Since negative thoughts and intentions lead one into negative parallel realities, I set my thoughts and intentions towards positivity so that I might manifest a positive reality conducive to my positive polarization.

A useful tool for me has been the practice and tradition of Zen Buddhism. The simple act of being present and open has gone a long way in dissipating old patterns of striving, greed, and anger. As I move further along my path of positive polarity my old friends visit less and less frequently. As my own energy and sensibilities have become more refined the presence of these negative impulses and thoughts has become increasingly foreign and easily resisted and gently pushed away.

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How has this change affected your relationship with your significant other?

How do you see yourself changing the world?

My relationship with my significant other has been a great source of catalyst and growth. She walks her own path into the light, at her own pace and in her own way. I have learned to love and support her, but to not take responsibility for her evolution. Within the last year or so I have come to realize she is learning the opposite lessons I am. I struggle with arrogance, selfishness, and lack of empathy, while she struggles with self-loathing, self-destructive selflessness, and crippling empathy. She is currently trapped in a painful cycle where she has become enslaved to the needs of her family. This has meant we have been apart since the inception of our relationship four years ago. Frankly I don't know whether we will continue as partners, but she will always be dear to me and I will always love and support her.

As to changing the world I have already started, and so have all of you. Our greatest contribution to the world at this time is to change ourselves. We exist in infinite parallel worlds of varying polarity, and move through different realities hundreds of times each minute. Every decision, thought and act pulls us towards a more positive or negative reality. So when we polarize to the light we quite literally change the world - or at least the world we inhabit. On a more mundane note I am working on bringing my vocation more in line with who I am. I have made some progress by moving away from the highly negative individuals I use to work for, but I would still like to be more directly of service to people and the planet.