I came here to learn/teach, teach/learn The Law of One/Foreverness

[third-density-being]

I find it a bit sad knowing that I will live forever, if forever is like it is here in 3D. Though I don't think it is like it is here.

As far as We know, it is not. Veiled, physical illusion is only a small drop in an ocean of Our existence.

I find it hard to live the Law of One, of unity, while here in 3D. I find it hard to grasp the Law of Foreverness. Like I said, it had better be blissful and happy place, or I won't want to be there forever.

I think best response to your worries is following quote:

(3.10)
Questioner: Then if an individual is totally informed with respect to the
Law of One and lives the Law of One, then such things as the building of
the pyramids by direct mental effort would be commonplace. Is that what I
am to understand?

Ra: I am Ra. You are incorrect in that there is a distinction between the
individual power through the Law of One and the combined, or societal
memory complex mind/body/spirit understanding of the Law of One.

In the first case only the one individual, purified of all flaws, could move a
mountain. In the case of mass understanding of unity, each individual may
contain an acceptable amount of distortion and yet the mass mind could
move mountains. The progress is normally from the understanding which
you now seek to a dimension of understanding which is governed by the
laws of love, and which seeks the laws of light. Those who are vibrating with
the Law of Light seek the Law of One. Those who vibrate with the Law of
One seek the Law of Foreverness.

No matter what path You will choose, in the end, You will find Love.

This business about being all things scares me a bit, because then we must experience all the pain ever inflicted on another, even if we didn't do it. That's the nature of being One. Every animal abuse in the world, we will experience as if we were the animal. Every person and animal killed, in every way, we will experience in the Allness. And this troubles me.

We will also experience every happy moment ever done in the all. For we are One. I don't want to spend forever experiencing suffering.

You won't. All "suffering" will be balanced with "enjoying", all "pain" will be balanced with "pleasure", etc. Futhermore it all will be your/Our experience. You will not be caught in one, endless moment, when You are being hurt. This is nature of your third density fear - it is not a nature of Infinite Oneness.

Be Strong Dear Gemini Wolf.