07-12-2014, 09:14 AM
(07-10-2014, 05:36 PM)Horuseus Wrote:(07-10-2014, 02:31 PM)Ankh Wrote:(07-10-2014, 09:33 AM)Horuseus Wrote: There are a few dating back to Egypt (One was a priest)
Do you remember any details of being that priest in Egypt, Horuseus? Cause I have memories myself of being a priest there three times and a priestess or some sort of female temple servant at one time.
Awesome! Maybe we know each other there. I 'recall' only little at this time, though I can say in that one life it was at the Temple of Thebes around 2000BC. My family there was fairly high up if I recall. I was happy and had honour in the role entrusted, and did well, even though I had a knack for being more on the 'unconventional' side of the teachings, which got me reprimanded on occasion. Was somewhat of a day dreamer and would often look up at the stars and feel a strong connection. It was good.
Given time is simultaneous and our lives/existences are more like threads connected I tend to pull back to a 'past self' and bring in the wisdom/knowledge of those lifetimes to this one. I call it 'parallel timeline downloads' and can be a nifty tool for meditation.
When I was that priestess, I used to look at the stars too, dreaming of something. I felt great sorrow during these times, feeling some sort of loss that I didn't understand (I guess it was just Wanderer blues). I don't think that I was ever been able to connect to anyone closely or intimately during that life time, because of that sorrow. Next life time I was a male priest, and used to wake up early each morning and go outside that town or village where we lived. I used to sit and watch the sun go up there, in a desert like place, meditating and doing some sort of "magical workings" which I don't remember in details now. It was like channeling energy through myself and then releasing it into the planet. I was less sorrowful at that time, and much more focused on "work". Another time, when I was a priest again, I was "unconventional" too, and didn't act as it was expected from me. Someone high up didn't like it, and I was "reprimanded" couple of times, but since I could do something that no one else did, they couldn't do much about it and left me alone, although disliking it.