Playing Card Divination and General Divination Discussion

[Adonai One]

My question : what's got me feeling down today ?

7 of Diamonds: An overall lack of satisfaction in one's current experience.

2 of Diamonds: There is a division in what you want and what you have been told you want in your life. You want things that you truly do not want.

4 of Spades: You have a great attachment to specific things in your life that are not being fulfilled. You desire something you see as greater than yourself.

Ace of Diamonds: You are seeking a mountain top, an apex to your existence, a goal that is very difficult to reach. In facing your ability to surmount it, you find yourself in great despair.

Upside down blank card with "All = 1" written on it: You do not see unity in your current life. You do not believe things are supporting you as you desire to be supported.

Jack of Clubs: You are uncertain as to what you exactly want out of living.

Queen of Spades: You find great uncertainty on how to remain cool-headed while still having dissatisfaction in life. You attempt to be at peace but find yourself angered?

Feel free to call me out on any errors.

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Will I ever get over this wanting to depart 3D, or is this longing just a part of me?

7 of Diamonds: When you find satisfaction in your current life experience, this desire will become less.

10 of Clubs: It stems out of seeing your current experience undesirable.

9 of Spades: You've always sought ascension in your life experiences. In this life, the lesson was to be at peace with what was given, even great challenge. With patience and acceptance, this desire will remain but will not cause as much suffering.

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I frequently read for myself, and on occasion others, with the tarot. Use my trusty RW deck most of the time, and am looking into the Brotherhood of the Light deck. I say that as you may be interested in the tarot archetypes of the major arcana.

I would throw around rocks if I had to but I am interested in playing with other designs and cards. I am uncertain on how accurate any method is. I just do it to explore how my mind works in this regard.

What is your usual method?