penetration of eighth level

[Peregrinus]

Well... I just had a small surprise.

I have been working towards increasing my level of consciousness for some time, and have been maintaining a level at an ever increasing level. There is not much which effects me nowadays, and I am at peace with much of the world. I have people note it to me all the time on how they see me as such a person full of peace and joy.

I was therefore very surprised, about an hour ago, when I lost my temper. I was working on repairing my old bicycle when I had to get something out of the garage. It isn't my garage, and it is kept in a state of confusion and disarray very much like everything else in this garage's owner's world. There is broken glass on the floor and I therefore asked my daughter to remain at the door each time I went to the tool box. What upset me was that after listening several times, she did come to the tool box, and stepped on broken glass in her sandals. Fearing for her safety and being concerned for her, I lost my temper.

The reduction in vibration made me very physically ill, and I recognized it immediately as that. I see it that once one has begun to maintain a higher vibration, a chenge to a lower one is difficult on the human form.