Why should I care about becoming everything again?

[anagogy]

It's hard to accept the things my mom makes me do, but then I get over it and help her anyway.
I tend to avoid certain challenges if they are too hard. Not sure if I'm learning my lessons.

It's interesting you bring up "lessons", I feel like many people misunderstand the whole "spiritual lesson" thing. It is not that there are set prescribed lessons you have to learn, rather it is just a knowingness that gets further defined with each experience you have. It's a lot more organic than a set of course lessons you have to work through. Each experience simply makes you more aware, and as that awareness grows, you naturally gravitate to a space appropriate for the place your consciousness has expanded to. This is why spiritual advancement is not an authoritarian process.

Consciousness is like grades of fluid with different densities (another reason the density concept is so great), and you just naturally gravitate to the appropriate space for the vibration being emitted.



So in that sense, GW, you are learning your lessons just fine.