Why should I care about becoming everything again?

[AnthroHeart]

I'm not looking to be everything again as fast as possible. I just want to get to unity, in 6th density. That's why I want to be harvested. Unless I've already been as a wanderer. Then I just need to make sure I don't mess up and get tangled in Earth's karma. I desire strongly to make the grade, or have a strong hope that I'm a wanderer and have done it before. It will be unsettling if I realize I'm not a wanderer and I have a few billion years to go before finding 6D. I don't think I'm ready for 7D. I hope as a wanderer that I've achieved higher self status. I think since time is simultaneous that I am my higher self already. But I desire that magical personality self. One that has subtlety of emotion and a variety of experience.

I wish really only to share my experiences with my soul group when I pass on.

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You have all eternity to do it, there is no rush.

You mean the Universe is eternal and won't die out from a heat death in a trillion years or so?