my awakening

[space cat]

dear everyone, apologies for the late reply, I was on vacation and didn't really spend a lot of time on the internet. thank you very much for reading my story and sharing my feeings and thoughts.

Thank You for Sharing your story. What You wrote about your Aunt touched me deeply. How She must Love Creator to "(..)how she begged god to give her a gift so she can take some burden from god(..)".
As my approach is strongly intelectual I keep realising lately that I lack greatly Love to Creator himself. I think its because I cannot "imagine" him as One. I uderstand Creator as evertying I see/experience and I'm not sure how to Love All, yet.

third-density-being,
I know very well what you mean, I feel the same way with you. when I was little, I assumed God as not like The All, on the contrary, as seperate being. I was told and "thought" to love him but I really didn't know how to do that. and when I tried to love god, I used to think "but I love mom more than you" haha. and I became atheist when I was a teenager. but now, as I wrote in my story

I still don't own any religion but now I believe in, maybe beyond that, know the Creator, The One, The All.

I recognize the creator as the All now, however I am not able to love all and don't know how to do that either, (yet). but this is the very beginning of this journey and I am hoping to achieve that state one day (btw she is my aunt's friend but this is a very insignificant detail)

Thank you for sharing your story brother!

sister by the way

Oh dear how do I crawl out of this hole?
I know!

"The simplest example of this is the understanding that each biological male is female; each biological female is male." - Ra (session 5, Question 2)

My apologies sister

nio!
hahah no worries about bro/sister thing! thank you for your loving hug, you made me very sentimental with your message and I really felt your hug by heart. I am happy that you considered me as a joyful person and it also made me happy to read that you think my personality resonates with yours I am here to give and share, and always open for friendships. I find so many common things between me and people here-as I have never found with someone else before. I feel very blessed and lucky

once again, I thank all of you.
love & peace & big warm hug