How fast do you seek Creator?

[AnthroHeart]

Now I'm not in a rush to merge with Creator. I can wait millions of years. Want to experience what goes beyond 3D first. I have a feeling I was spiritually developed in a past life enough to fly, so I didn't come here for spiritual development. But only part of the true me is here. A very small part. The larger part wouldn't get worked up over trivial things like I do.

After feeling merging with God in a dream, I'm satisfied for now. It's like I was given a gift, that I have accepted.