05-04-2014, 04:56 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-04-2014, 05:03 PM by Adonai One.)
I desired to "know" reality. I found "knowingness" was an absolute that could only be based on a series of absolutes. With absolution being the negation of possible beliefs that could be later found to be believable, I found myself at an impasse with realistic thought and the concept of "knowledge" as it is currently subjective.
In other words, I found my belief in reality incoherent with what could be possibly seen and believed. I seek coherence in the face of this. This is my desire or my seeking of coherence in the face of primordial incoherence; e.g., seeking of "unity, "knowledge," "completion," "perfection," etc.
Another example:
I believed or "knew" (coherent belief within context) I did not have a life partner. This was incoherent with my belief in the belief of wanting a life partner, which stems down to simply a belief of believing in incoherence of my reality or the series of beliefs that constitute it. Thus I sought a series of beliefs or "knowledges" that lead to me believing or "knowing" I have a wife.
In other words, I found my belief in reality incoherent with what could be possibly seen and believed. I seek coherence in the face of this. This is my desire or my seeking of coherence in the face of primordial incoherence; e.g., seeking of "unity, "knowledge," "completion," "perfection," etc.
Another example:
I believed or "knew" (coherent belief within context) I did not have a life partner. This was incoherent with my belief in the belief of wanting a life partner, which stems down to simply a belief of believing in incoherence of my reality or the series of beliefs that constitute it. Thus I sought a series of beliefs or "knowledges" that lead to me believing or "knowing" I have a wife.