Meditation

[Dani]

After a long time of experiencing symptoms that resemble diabetes, my blood glucose monitor failed to test properly due to the fact that I was dehydrated. My family laughed off the situation when I tried to repeat information most of them had already heard from my aunt, who bought the glucose monitor: "it could be something else."

I highly doubt that I have diabetes despite experiencing every symptom known for it simply because I had fasted by mistake for 24 hours and didn't show symptoms of the onset of a seizure. I knew what feelings to look for, so I pushed my limits.

Personally, I would love to be able to have disability insurance so that my father could be supported in some way without my accidental fall back into VP shunt issues that could cause me to have seizures at the wheel and kill myself or whoever is accompanying me in the vehicle.
My sister and I have pretty poor eyesight, which is also a great concern.
Medical records are needed as evidence for disability insurance, and I'm not sure if that could be produced. There is a high chance for rejection.

I've been trying to meditate at night or day-depending on whether I'm on a diurnal or nocturnal schedule-but falling asleep is much easier these days that in the past and my kitten and puppy make a lot of noise in their kennels.
I hope that all of you have been having a nice day. <3