Wanderers and homosexuality/bisexuality

[Ankh]

For the past year I've had a very large increase in "unusual" desires myself. Nothing harmful or that I would ever engage in... But as I get more into my spirituality and Ra etc. why would this happen? Especially if lessening the impairment is suggested by Ra? It's so confusing sometimes.

I've just realized something. There is a lot of bright light in the Ra material. I even have a friend who told me once that s/he couldn't read Ra so much in the beginning because the light was too bright, and had to read Q'uo a lot first. So, what happens when you come closer to the light? The shadows get darker.