Wanderers and homosexuality/bisexuality

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For the past year I've had a very large increase in "unusual" desires myself. Nothing harmful or that I would ever engage in... But as I get more into my spirituality and Ra etc. why would this happen? Especially if lessening the impairment is suggested by Ra? It's so confusing sometimes.

If you found the Ra material at time when you didn't accept, love, or understand as many things as you do now, then one possibility is that all these unusual desires are probably things previously deemed to be "unacceptable" thoughts, feelings, emotions, and shoved and suppressed into your subconscious mind in the past coming out for your processing, understanding, and acceptance.