04-05-2014, 06:49 PM
(04-05-2014, 06:14 PM)michael430 Wrote: What do you think Ra meant by overly-"sensitive" ? And by "bombardment" ? When did this bombardment occur? Prior to my incarnation? My earliest memory of being gay came at 3 or 4 years old. I have a conscious desire to serve everyone.....Ever since 2012 I've dedicated my existence to serving the Creator by loving everyone equally and unconditionally. My sexual "impairment" (what do you think Ra means by that word?) is still here.
edit: Tons of quotes always seem sarcastic, but I assure you I'm just trying to understand Ra's words here....Thanks for joining the discussion Ankh!
PS I gotta say the first time I read the Material the quote about sensitivity and bombardment and aura-infringement resonated so highly I cried. But "I" still don't understand it.
I read something that I think might help you. In 'Destiny of Souls', Michael Newton, which is the second of two great books. It was only one very brief case study but one of his clients chose a gay lifetime in order to karmically repair some things. There were three options. the negative that was repeating his behaviours he didn't like, the unpolarised, which was a kind of housewife, and someone who was gay and suffered for it, which was the service to others polarity. There was no possibility of 'choice' offered in this scenario, he couldn't choose not to be gay.
His book doesn't go into the 'naturalness' or otherwise of such things.
The Law of One materials wouldn't want you to feel misery because of their presence, they hold the Law of Free Will above all things.