Never be afraid to ask for help

[GentleReckoning]

Melissa, reading through this thread, you come across as the only real person.

If I was going to contribute without contributing, I would simply say it's a lot easier to communicate once you get down off your high horse instead of trying to be cool for the internet. Empathy is the bridge through which growth can travel, and we've become terrified of doing that on this message board.

However, as I am all things just as you are all things...

A1, every one of the beliefs that I've held to and thought were so important were ripped from me as the pain I felt maintaining a belief intensified related to how strongly I desired the belief to be true. In a way I was using knowledge/belief as a way of avoiding catalyst. As the catalyst was pushed aside over and over again using belief as a tool of denial of the pain and real-ness my day to day experience, I finally let go of my ego centric beliefs as waves of pain and hopelessness washed over me. It could be described as a process of organic intensity as each wave of mental anguish rocks reality to its core.

Spaced's post is awesome though.

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It's five in the morning, and I apologize for how confusing my English gets when I post from a smartphone.