Never be afraid to ask for help

[Fang]

Thank you for that uplifting, high vibration post Fang Smile

No worries, but really to think people would waste their time by coming here and being intentionally malicious (or as some folks might think, STS) is a bit off the mark. I say that because I'm one of the main people accused of doing such things or coming from a position that is rarely (maybe once or twice lolol) actually the case in reality.

Anyways,as Browneye alluded to pain is feedback, leave that unaddressed and you have continual pain, otherwise known as suffering.

My issue with the original post, as I was hoping to make clear in my first post, is that it is of a grandiose and somewhat self obsessed nature, constructing some sort of grand personal fable. Preoccupation with the self and only the self, which is the vibe I get from a lot of A1's posts (I understand he wishes to inform us of his personal progress but it went from being discoveries to personal status and attributes) is a tad unhealthy and something I would say stunts growth as a person. I've done it myself so i know what it looks like.

I agree with the conclusion though, that one should not be afraid to ask for assistance, it's just all the other stuff that befuddles me.

With that said, i offer the following questions to A1:
Why do you perceive pain to be an integral part of who you are? Why do you feel you will become a "martyr for a new age of self respect"?

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So in other words, if I find a problem I perceive within myself, I am unable to fix it because I would be perpetuating the problem by finding it?

I don't know how you came to that conclusion...