04-01-2014, 07:04 PM
You speak of pain/suffering almost in a glorifying manner Adonai. Do you enjoy it? Or the consequences? (serious questions) As I see it and how I've come to 'know' you here, you're not clinging to anything other than your pain dude. If that's what you prefer it's fine but I find that rather difficult to imagine, especially after reading some of your light-hearted posts. Which came across as spontaneous and free. Perhaps even more authentic.