Quiet

[Matt1]

I can relate to that Gwolf and Marc as well. I went through a dark time when i was drinking quite heavy about two or more bottles of Jack a week, mixed with different narcotics and a daily fix of porn. Since then i have been able to give up drinking, smoking and cut back on porn a lot. I think of those things as my main distortions as well as my desire for power. After my dark night of soul i was able to let go of the drinking/drugs. The porn and desire for power is lessening as i have been practicing mindfulness and seeing how empty these things are.

The infinite present moment continues all the love we will ever need.