Best way to get rid of anxiousness

[xise]

I can't normally feel my root or 2nd chakras. So kind of hard to balance them, although not sure if the root chakra needs balancing.

I couldn't feel my 2nd chakra at all when it was basically completely blocked. It took a ton of belief-work and some meditation to feel it.

Given that we're both energy sensitive in general, if my experience applies to yours, that would suggest that your 1st and 2nd are closed because of your beliefs.

You also have said in the past more than once you don't really want to be on Earth which would suggest your 1st chakra might be weak due to that belief.

Your posts have suggested that to me that you think its unacceptable for you to feel to feel defiant/not wanting to help your mother/or for you personally to be negatively polarizing/or for you not to graduate/worry about your level of polarization, which all suggest self-judgment toward the self rather than unconditional acceptance of who you are, what you feel, where you are, what you desire, and what you experience. This would suggest that your 2nd chakra might be weak due to these beliefs.

But only you can know these things for sure, by exploring them deeply yourself.