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[Melissa]

Thanks for sharing

What makes me feel 'trapped' is that I don't really know what I want to do with this life. My brain tends to overflow with all kinds of ideas but when I zoom in on a concept and think about it more deeply the whole idea seems hilarious because sometimes it takes me all day to decide whether or not I should take a shower, or if I decide to take a shower I might end up doing something completely different because I got distracted somewhere along the way and forget about the whole shower. Which, in conclusion, makes me feel like I don't have a purpose. However, after nearly a year of fulltime non-doing/inner-work I'm quite eager to DO something that makes my heart/mind go whoohoo.