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[Melissa]

@Parsons, yes I do believe I've been experiencing both. Very odd indeed. Though looking back, I don't think it was a cyber attack, even if it felt that way at the time. I'm very stubborn and at the time I rejected all things even remotely spiritual, because I thought people were just using it to avoid the hopeless emptiness of life. Angry atheist galore lol. Anyway, all the events 'forced' me to shift my worldview quite a bit, to rely solely on faith and there were many times I felt my energy shifting almost instantly after requesting assistance. It also brought back a lot of memories about the 'mystical' experiences I've had as a child. So the connection was always there, life happened and I forgot about it for awhile I'm actually grateful for everything that's happened.

@Tanner, thanks deary! I appreciate the offer