drawing energy into the violet ray center from above

[AnthroHeart]

I don't know where I like in intelligent infinity. Or if I have ever accessed the gateway. But I remember feeling unconditional love one time in my life. It was overwhelming. But then there was another time when I felt adorability of such an extent that I could not handle it. There were characters I was seeing on a wall that were so adorable that I could not handle it. I'm not sure if this was infinity opening up to me, showing me truth about myself. I don't know where I stand currently within intelligent infinity. I don't feel the overwhelming sacramental nature of all things. It's a very rare time that I feel that way.