Jumping back into the discussion, this thread is more timely than I realized. I have only now, in the past few days, consistently felt energy in my rear orange ray. It's actually been like a constant, subtle orgasmic energy for hours on end. Kind of neat.
Anyway, before you read the following words, consider that is a poor translation of ray concepts into language.
Acceptance of your desire, including carrying out your desires, is a essential part of the orange ray. Both deeper desires and not-thought-out-desires (which I would call impulses) are acceptable, though most of us who are interested in evolution will focus more on deeper desires, but they are not to be overcome.
I have now banned myself (I know, the irony
) from using the following phrases/words:
"You/I should"
"You/I must"
"You/I have to"
"You/I need to"
Instead, I have replaced the internal/external dialogue with:
"I want"
"I desire"
"I feel"
"I think it's important for"
I trust myself. I trust myself fully. I have removed the devil's archtype-like chains of should, must, need, have to, from my neck. I seek to do only that what I want to do.
It's not always readily accessible as to how I use this, because I think people do not use the words want, desire at a deep level. Example of how I use them now:
Example Question: Do you want to take out the trash xise? (I'm the only one in the house this week)
Response: Meh, I feel lazy right now. But do I want to take out the trash? If I don't do it today, the they won't pickup the trash for another week, and it could start smelling. I don't want the house to be smelling. So although I feel lazy right now, I think I do want to take out the trash.
So in conclusion, desire is at the very heart of my orange ray self-acceptance. I embrace it, fully and completely. I now try to see all things through the lens of informed, deep desire. This type of focus on what I truly desire also taps into the blue ray, I believe, because it involves examining you desires, and examining conflict feelings and conflicting desires as the trash example slightly touched upon. But there are no more rules, no more shoulds, no more musts to "follow". I follow my own free will. I follow my own deep wants and desires. And I accept myself fully because of it.
Anyway, before you read the following words, consider that is a poor translation of ray concepts into language.
Acceptance of your desire, including carrying out your desires, is a essential part of the orange ray. Both deeper desires and not-thought-out-desires (which I would call impulses) are acceptable, though most of us who are interested in evolution will focus more on deeper desires, but they are not to be overcome.
I have now banned myself (I know, the irony
) from using the following phrases/words:"You/I should"
"You/I must"
"You/I have to"
"You/I need to"
Instead, I have replaced the internal/external dialogue with:
"I want"
"I desire"
"I feel"
"I think it's important for"
I trust myself. I trust myself fully. I have removed the devil's archtype-like chains of should, must, need, have to, from my neck. I seek to do only that what I want to do.
It's not always readily accessible as to how I use this, because I think people do not use the words want, desire at a deep level. Example of how I use them now:
Example Question: Do you want to take out the trash xise? (I'm the only one in the house this week)
Response: Meh, I feel lazy right now. But do I want to take out the trash? If I don't do it today, the they won't pickup the trash for another week, and it could start smelling. I don't want the house to be smelling. So although I feel lazy right now, I think I do want to take out the trash.
So in conclusion, desire is at the very heart of my orange ray self-acceptance. I embrace it, fully and completely. I now try to see all things through the lens of informed, deep desire. This type of focus on what I truly desire also taps into the blue ray, I believe, because it involves examining you desires, and examining conflict feelings and conflicting desires as the trash example slightly touched upon. But there are no more rules, no more shoulds, no more musts to "follow". I follow my own free will. I follow my own deep wants and desires. And I accept myself fully because of it.