The sixth-density Orion paradox resolved.

[GentleReckoning]

Label me insane but I post this with the intent of helping any potential victim of what I am going through. There are things going behind the scenes of this planet that are full of risk. The Confederation and loving entities only make less than 70% of the planet's acting forces at this time. The 30% on the opposing side have considerable power and The Confederation is limited in its power due to council limitations. The Orions are very active in the inner planes and perhaps control a large portion of it.

You're just exploring reality. Stop trying to push people away. Your fear of sharing with others combined with your desire to help/be honest is clearly causing you to put up barriers with people that just want to love you and offer their own perspective.

You're infinitely important, and completely unimportant all at the same time. Meditate.