A call for help.

[Fang]

Heck, it may surprise folk here to know that I have pretty much only read a 1/4th or so of the Ra Material, even though it might appear otherwise.

It doesn't surprise me at all, and no it doesn't appear otherwise, lol

Like Rie said Adonai, it's not judgement. The thing is, these conclusions you reach, are being reached in your mind, so when noticeable inconsistencies in worldview are expressed it can be an idea to examine the contents and connections of one's mind. This is not necessarily the case with you, but it may be and as we are here to help (I assume?) it's advice of a psychological nature that I for one would offer (it's my field of expertise).