Using Mandalas

[Unbound]

It is definitely not just a symbol or image, I understand that the elements are degrees of vortical motion in an infinite geometric relationship and I call their collective movement ether which is an element unto itself as it is the liveliness or amplitude of the motion in each point that is intelligent energy. The motion we perceive as space and time is just an infinity of points in arrays of amplitude.

Low amplitude is earth-like and the highest is pure energy and there is a spectrum and well anyways, my point is is that I can visually see my field as a sort of invisible field which is only visible to those who can process each level of its beingness. Or, to whom I choose to show each part, sometimes I don't always have this choice.

I see this mandala as being a natural outgrowth of alpha waves, or a state of certain calmness and bliss within myself which allows my energy to manifest, by which I mean I consciously perceive what is already there. This mandala, I believe, is the nature of the movement of my third eye chakra out to what I call my first outer eye, my primary chakra of external awareness or maybe the fourth eye, or whatever one wants to call it. It is an external chakra which I am capable of moving and positioning. I see it as my third eye is not just a point, but it is the whole field around my head and it is "divided" or arranged in to layers like an onion but not actually separated, more like if you were to take the lense of a camera and make it perfectly sphereical and then use the zoom to zoom in and out, each layer is a zoom depth of awareness.

So, when there is energy travelling to my third eye, the mandala manifests, but there is also a third and most important ingredient. That is my power, the choice to see the mandala, or not to see it. However, it doesn't just appear because I will it to, it appears because it is showing me something. It is something I can and am showing to myself.

As to how it is useful, I asked that question for awhile, by that I mean a couple years, and so far I have concluded that in time it will perhaps be usuable as some kind of interface or even vehicle for consciousness. I have also considered it may be conscious itself, even if it is just a part of me or something emerging as my perception.

The vivifying aspect or factor of this is that I have seen it many, many times, and it is completely consistent in appearances besides overall filling of the vision as it quite literally is a layer between my physical sight and my external perception. Sometimes it is larger, but it is not stretched or expanded, just that the outer edges have gotten wider, like a window being made bigger I can simply see more.

I have only worked with it through thought interaction a few times, I feel it may be still too powerful an aspect of self for me to bring to earth effectively.