You ask a question that is even mysterious to the higher density teachers. I assume you're talking about the resting period between octaves of creation. This is the concept of Godhead.
Q'uo Channeling Intensive 1 - Session 13 - February 10, 2008
Ra The Law of One, Book II, Session 28 February 22, 1981
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Q'uo Sunday Meditation March 1, 1998
Q'uo Sunday Meditation November 5, 1989
What I'm picking up correct me if I'm wrong but it seems that you're stumbling at the concept of infinity. It's true that it is impossible to grasp by us even a tiny portion of that. But think of this with me.... every time you think that the infinite one's mystery stops and you feel fear because you're not content with it or ask if that's it. SUDDENLY expand and blow it up and begin by waves expanding it because as soon as you think that there is an end to something and feel the fear it utterly and always expands and does so infinitely. Any truth or thought or knowing that you attain continually is over shadowed by infinite expansion of the One who is All. The infinite one's mystery is always moving beyond any grasp. They always say everything begins and ends in mystery, nothing is ever gained or lost and that there was never a beginning or end. Creation itself is only the smallest of shadows of The Infinite One.
You know they asked the same questions you ask here? take a look.
http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1128.aspx
Q'uo Saturday Meditation November 28, 2009
Q'uo Channeling Intensive 1 - Session 13 - February 10, 2008
Quote:This and every octave begins and ends in the Godhead principle of intelligent infinity resting, utterly asleep in the oneness of all. The vibration of love is all that there is, and yet it is not known to itself, for it is resting. Just as your heart, for one instant between each heartbeat, is at rest, so is the Creator’s heart at rest between creations, or between octaves.
At the beginning of the octave, of which you are a part, the creation was resting in timelessness and spacelessness. By the agency of the first distortion of the Law of One, free will, the Creator decided once again to know Itself. And so it became potentiated into a Thought. And that Thought was full of the characteristic of the Creator, which is unconditional love.
The creation itself dwells in a state of ecstasy, much like your sexual orgasm. Yet there is no vector to this ecstasy. It is an ecstasy that rests completely. So, this first distortion of free will caused the Creator to form a potentiated version of Itself, that which could act. And that was the one great original Thought of love. And love in its turn created light, and sent it forth to manifest the creation in all of its stupendously infinite systems of illusion. And so your solar system and your planet and you yourself were created.
Ra The Law of One, Book II, Session 28 February 22, 1981
Quote:Questioner: Are you saying then that there are an infinite number of octaves of densities one through eight?
Ra: I am Ra. We wish to establish that we are truly humble messengers of the Law of One. We can speak to you of our experiences and our understandings and teach/learn in limited ways. However, we cannot speak in firm knowledge of all the creations. We know only that they are infinite. We assume an infinite number of octaves.
However, it has been impressed upon us by our own teachers that there is a mystery-clad unity of creation in which all consciousness periodically coalesces and again begins. Thus we can only say we assume an infinite progression though we understand it to be cyclical in nature and, as we have said, clad in mystery.
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Q'uo Sunday Meditation March 1, 1998
Quote:You are attempting to set yourself free of an illusion, and yet within you there lies the self that is completely free, and often this instrument will recommend to people that instead of working intellectually upon some perceived problem that the person simply visualize a perfect state that is the actual truth of the situation. In truth, all is love. In truth, all is perfect now, this instant, just as it is. For there is no time or space. This is an illusion. This is the stuff of the illusion. And each of us upon our journey are illusions also. And yet unique and wonderful beings, beloved of the Creator and persisting through octaves and octaves of creation to infinity, as those very sparks that learn again and again more and more as the creation’s heartbeat pulses and universes live and die and other universes are born.
Q'uo Sunday Meditation November 5, 1989
Quote:It is so tempting to give oneself characteristics and qualities based upon various parts of one’s physical appearance, emotional makeup, and so forth. It is very, very easy to become entwined with many, many intellectual thoughts which always end in mystery and paradox.
It is extremely tempting, in a world which values things and phenomena and fact and proof, to seek some proof of that which is your inward journey to eternity, your journey to the present moment and into the present moment, so that you begin to sense the deep, infinite resonances of your beingness in the one infinite Creator.
You are love. You are the light. But you are not these things within your physical form. Indeed, within this density you are deliberately causing yourself to become stupid in order to be able to partake of the intense catalyst available to one in a heavy, chemical vehicle. You may think of yourself as a distillery or a refinery that begins with the raw material of the harvest of your spirit, your experience, and your meditation and out of which you begin to create that which may be called the magical personality. You begin to know, without knowing what, that there is an immediate presence, an infinite and omnipresent reality lying beneath, above, within, without and in between all that there is. There is a depth and a height to any moment of the life experience.
What I'm picking up correct me if I'm wrong but it seems that you're stumbling at the concept of infinity. It's true that it is impossible to grasp by us even a tiny portion of that. But think of this with me.... every time you think that the infinite one's mystery stops and you feel fear because you're not content with it or ask if that's it. SUDDENLY expand and blow it up and begin by waves expanding it because as soon as you think that there is an end to something and feel the fear it utterly and always expands and does so infinitely. Any truth or thought or knowing that you attain continually is over shadowed by infinite expansion of the One who is All. The infinite one's mystery is always moving beyond any grasp. They always say everything begins and ends in mystery, nothing is ever gained or lost and that there was never a beginning or end. Creation itself is only the smallest of shadows of The Infinite One.
You know they asked the same questions you ask here? take a look.
http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1128.aspx
Quote:Question from J: (Jim reads.) The question this evening has to do with the process of seeking. As the seeker tries to integrate everything that it is attempting to learn from previous lives and from this life, Ra said the seeker becomes more and more of that which it lives, more and more as it is. And as it is, [it] is the one infinite Creator. [1] We are wondering if, as we become the one Creator, do we give up our identity? Is this something that we will miss as we become the one Creator? And as we live more and more as the Creator, it seems to have more to do with being than with doing. Could Q’uo speak to us about how the seeker progresses along the line of evolution, the upward spiraling line of evolution to become the Creator? What is gained? What is lost? And how is it done?Here are excerpt from that session which I suggest you read to get some ideas.
Q'uo Saturday Meditation November 28, 2009
Quote:The question that you ask this evening is most interesting in that it combines questions about what this instrument might call the little life of one incarnation and the life of the soul stream which lives a larger life within the precincts of eternity, moving through all of the densities of experience from octave to octave, from the timelessness of alpha to the timeless of omega, only to wake at last in the alpha of the next creation. For never doubt, my friends, that you are infinite and eternal. Yes, you are sparks of the Creator and yes, you are the Creator. And once again, in the next creation, you shall again be sparks of the Creator as the Creator chooses once again to know Itself.